again n again....
thought after d incident i'll got better life...
but nah...
it doesnt work...
after d days....
i got ma new phone n somehow i enjoyed...
now i'm broke...
my dearest laptop broke yesterday...
frustrated again...
it went black...
nothin 2 see of course...
mebe it wil cost around 300...
omg...
my dearest bf lectured me bout how im not so independent...
of coz la...
in skull...
ad mak jd cEkgu...
terpakse jd bek....
n then...
mak jd warden...
dok asram yg djg oleh mak..
blk umah pown mengadap muke mak...
my driving license...
i got for b2 n d...
n guess wat...
i never ride a motorcycle by myself again after the damn jpj test...
for d car...
my family is so manja ing me n never give me d opp 2 drive myself even they can be the guide me...
now...
my sister is more independent then her own elDER sis....
how im gonna describe dat...
she got car n can drive where ever she wants all by herself...
wat am i getting????
never mind....
its bout me not bout her...
in shah alam...
even i'm far away from my family dat can look after me...
but i got my bf...
so how do im gonna be independent....
these guys are so there for me...
i cant imagine my life without my bf...
i have him where ever i go....
school.... uni... holidays...
omg
6 comments:
aku pun tak tau cam ner nak hdup tak da ariffff
me, ko x independent ke??
sal aku cam xpasan..??
huHuhu...
adek ko lg independent???
sal aku cam pelik giler ni???
ala, wen u hv sumone that u can rely on, mesti ar mmg kiter nak mintak tlg die je wen sumthin happen..ko independent la..ko je kot xpasan..huHu..ye ke wei?hahaha..find it later la..huhu..
sabar ea melin..hidup mmg camni..xsemuanye indah..xsemua kiter nak, kiter dapat..wah..falsafah suda..
bangge wea..ko orang pertame dpt komen paling pnjg dari aku..
ntah la sya...
mebe kot...
sume owang pun ad ngan aku yg aku lea rely on...
so ak pown terase x cam independent la...
tp ali bising....
die kt ak x reti nk selesai prob sendri...
bl ad prob jerk...
ak gelabah n trus x tau nak wat pe...
n trus carik die...
nak kn die calm kn aku lu...
baru ak lea pkr logik n try to solve d probs...
huhuhu...
pasal adek ak 2...
t ak wat 1 post...
okeh...
melin,ko rase ko macam tak independent ke?maksud independent tak semestinye kite wat sesuatu tu sorg2.kalau kita tak bertanya or mintak pandangan org,kite lagi tak independent tau.mane tau jadi something yg tak elok ke bile lepas kite wat satu benda tanpa tanye org.kite gak yg susah ka...
aku ni lagi la...sangat2 tak bleh wat keje sorg2.nanti aku rase macam semua benda yg aku wat tak betul.takot ngan org sekeliling.
tapi idup mesti diteruskan...kalau kite cukup kuasa nak wat semua sendiri,barulah boleh...sekarang ni mase kite belajar dari org laen.
hidup manusia ni berbeza2.kadang2 depan nampak je perfect.tapi bile ite rapat ngan die,terbongkar satu persatu masalah hidup die yg kalau terjadi kat kite mau bunuh diri kot..so ko bersabar je la..let Him do his job k....
pape pon aku doakan ko bahagia n dapat ape yg ko nak.lagi satu,kalo kite dapat benda yg kite mahukan dengan hasil titik peluh kite sendiri lagi berganda2 keterujaannye tau.bia la dengan ape yg org laen ade...masa tu akan tiba untuk melin...
panjang mengalahkan ecah tak?yeay!!!
hahaha...
thanx yun dgn ap yg ko ts n pnjg leba 2...
hehehe...
tol gak ap yg ko kt 2...
terharu ak membace nye d mlm ari...
dn memg betOl sesugghnye ak memrlUkn org lebeh dr ak memerLukan ak sndri.
thnx 2 Him co He send me Ali as my angle...
laO x de Ali...
ak memg da x de da kt dunie nie...
ak sgt2 memrlUkn dye...
lao pOn kdg2 ak jht at dye...
p ak sgt2 x independent lao x de die...
he is my life...
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