bad luk or a fate

mE being bAd luk agAin...
im so depressed...
how do im gonna get through...
lots oF prob r getTing intO me...
im so sad...
little emotiOnal prObably...
in few wEk im gonna be 21...
how do im gonna past dat day wit all of dis thing in my lIfe...
how im suppOsed to mange dis prob...
what ive to do to handle dis prob...

dear God...
give me strength to go through dis situAtiOn...

im so lOnely even thOugh i've my Frenz...

let me be d persOn i wanna be..
d person dat hav strength to handle her prob...
d pesOn dat sTrong to face d challenge...

i'm so depressed...
wish dat i hav strength to face d prob...