oUting with b

kEluAr n oUting berSAme B sYer

sesI mencUbe makNan di SeOuL gArden

agak yummy di cTu

namUn daginG nyer agAk liAt

oveRall very niCe

kAlo nk mencUbe siLe lah yeR sEdap

daGing + cendaWan

bnyak lg meNu, tp nie jer smpT disElit kn diCnie

daging yg tElah maSak yer unTuk d mAkan

tgh tunjUk skiLL meMasak 2. hahahha

mArah pasAl pe ntah

n this is mE

my Only OnE

we had a fight last night

and i called him mad

makes me feel so sad

and I'm so ashamed

he's my only one

i give him all my love

even though my mom says no!

i just go on and on...

http://www.free-lyrics.org/Mocca/187475-My-Only-One.html

no one's gonna take him away from me..

everyday and every night

i just wanna hold him tight

and make sure that everything stays right

and everyday and every night

to dream of him is my delight and know that

he'll stay with me all the way

hAri ini

1st mEet with qA. waH. seBanyaK 6 cOL telah diTab dengan jayE nye. 1 cOL berJaye mndapAt telUr ayam bErkat tiaDe interaCtion di upDate. x pew. yg pntg skrg gIgih mengejAr untuk menjd permanent. baEk. chaIyok2. my b will be busy dis weEk. b cutie ari seLase nie x nK dok sOrang2. sape nk teMan saYE. dis SundaY pown sayE cuti. tp B g pErlis lak. hUhUhu.

mEatBaLL

berAt i da tRun baLik. frOm 50 to 42. sucCess ke faIlurE pOwn i x tAu. afTer fAsting mnth trus suSut menDadak kot. today jAlan2 kaT iKea. g mkn meAt baLL.

nie gmbaR2 yg sempaT di snAp

otw

sgT rAkus dgn meAtball diEr

yummy (yg blkg 2 lg yummy)

hAnyuT

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu

Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu

Bagaimana ku nanti

Bila tiada mengganti

Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam

Hanya kau ku terbayang

Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka

Kamulah yang pertama

Tak mampu aku

Bayangkan

Hidup tanpa dirimu

1

tOday

huhu. sye sgt nerves. update interaction pown x dpt. dr kul 2 ak dpt jwb lbh kurg 20 je col. scary tp sonok. tp sume benda pon nk kena d bg taw. sian gile ak tgk mentor ak. but thanx ila for the learng session. tomorw will b another session on answering colls. hop i can learn as much as i can n update d interaction as faster as i can n manage to answer d col by myself. without any tnjuk ajr from ila. but still, im not satisfied with wat i did today. i have to be more confident. strong. think quicker n move quicker. i hope i can be permanent staff for d next 3 month. Ya Allah tolong lah hambamu ini.

mE

ive started my working life as a trainee. for 42 days, i will learn lots of thing to prepare myself as a customer service agent. the traning is so fun. we r in the batch 10. we made our cheers, lots of presentation, lots of motivational class, role play, acting and others. but i lOve the english class the most. it was hard at first coz i thought that the learng period will be bored. but no. it is so fun, enjoying and fun. i have so much fun.

nEw piNk myVi...

buhsAn

baru 1 ari jd anak tunggal, sayEr da boSan.

how meh???

apEr2 je la...

semaLm my famiLy n i went to n9 coz nk hntar my lil broTher kat kual pilah. it was a long joUrney yet enjoyablE. hohoho. pent weh. from ipoh to tOl senawang da amek masE 2 jam lebey. dR tol nk ke kuala pilah lak da sejm lebeh. dr pilah nk ke sErting lak sejam lebeh lg. hohoho. penAt duduk jer. sErting tue umah sedaRe. dok la jap kat ctu 1 mlm. nk djdikan cerite (bnyak citew nie)

1) smpai2 je di uitm kuala pilah, sepanjg pejalann masOk aDe bnyak stesyEn2 manusiA. kitaorg yg dalm kete ni konpius. nk benti ke nk jalan ke.

stesen 1 - amek kerts merh n putih. konon2 nye ade carta aliran cmner pendaftarn 2 berjaln la.

stesen 2 - dtnye oleh 2 org manusia (pm kot) yg mendaftar laki ke pompuan. so kitaoRg pon jwb la laki n diberi 1 kerts yg merupakan number bilik n kolej.

stesen 3 - kolej yg tertera. kn bwk turun brg shj. kerEta x boleh parking. kn parking nun jaOh d bwh. so my father yg bw kete g parking.

stesen 4 - kaunter kolej. berkepg2 krts soal selidik yg adek ak dpt. x fhm ak. bg ms orientasi stat kn seng. npe nk bg ms dftar lak.

stesen 5 - ke bilik n letk brg.

nk dijdkn ciTe kolej 2 cm apartment. 1 rumah 3 bilik. 1 bilik 2 org. loker punyE la kecik. shOwer 1. bilik air 2.

2) pg beforE antar adek ak 2, my fAther dPt la mesej dR sedarE ktoRg. dye bg taw pak Long ak da kn pOtg 2 kaki nyEr. seBb - diAbetis. so kitoRg pown g la merYap kat rawNg n tgk la pak lOng ak nie. ari tue br potg kaki knn takAt betis je. alih2 due2 kaki pown kn potOng smpai takat pehA.

cite number 3 nie yg plg pntg nie...

before g umah pak long aku tue. singghla kat umah kazen ak. kazen aku nie anak pak long aku. ank dye da masOk 7. ade kembr lg. anak 1st dye baye ak. hahhaha. kazen aku nie cEkgu cm my mOther la jg. jd berkOngsi2 la cite sal dak2 skolah. ckp la sal dak2 yg meRokok. mmg la teAp2 skolah, musti ader kes rokok. sal phone lg. kite agak tkot nk lggr peraturan sebb x nk mak bpk kn pggl dtg skolah.

cite 1 - ader sorg dak nie. bw phone g skolah. adat la kn kene rmpas ngan cekgu. kebetulan bapak nye lawyer lak. taw pe jd, bapak dak 2 g sman cekgu ngan skolah 2. 11 ribu beb. padahl da terg2 g skolah x lea bw phone. dye bidas cekgu n skolah 2 yg cekgu2 x de hak nk rmpas phone pon. n cekgu serta skolah itu kalh.

cite 2 - ader dak nie. isap rokok (kire bese la 2 kn). dulu2 bile kite kn tgkp. mak bapak kompem2 akan mrh ank nye. wlaopon taw ank nye isap rokok. skrg - bapak2 lea kate aper. "cekgu, saye taw ank saye merokok" saye x kisah pown.

cite 3 - dak sorg nie simpn rambut pnjg, so nm nye dipggl mase perhimpunn. esoK nye mak nye dtg la skolah. taw aper mak die ckp. dye slhkn cekgu pggl nm anak dye coz sebb kn ank die trauma. trauma kn pggl. trauma la konon.

x taw la nk slhkn sape. anak ke mak bapak ke.

question di sini...

kite nk jd parents yg cmner???

yELLowiSh

suddenly i feel yellow is a pretty coLoR. LooK at thEse....

niCe

When I was younger

I saw my daddy cry

And curse at the wind

He broke his own heart

And I watched

As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that

She would never let herself forget

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love

If it does not exist

But darling,

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere

Deep in my soul

That love never lasts

And we've got to find other ways

To make it alone

Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this

Keeping a comfortable, distance

And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm

Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality

But I can't

Let go of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving

In the morning, when you wake up

Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing

Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

sOng for my B

Di kala ku kehilangan di dalam kegelapan,

Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk,

Di kala ku kesedihan,

kau ukirkan senyuman,

Dengan penuh sabar memujuk,

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh.

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,

Andai hari esok dunia gelora,

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

Di kala aku tak pasti,

Kau tampil dengan berani,

Membimbing agar lebih yakin,

Dan bila hidup penuh soalan,

Kau berikan jawapan,

Melengkap semua kekurangan...

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh,

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,

Andai hari esok dunia gelora,

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu,

Hidup tanpa doronganmu,

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,

Andai hari esok dunia gelora,

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

oUr daY

haPPy 7th anniversAry deAr

thanx for d wish

thanx for loving me

thanx for showing me d way

thanx for helping me

thanx for being wit me

thanx for everything

i loVe u so muCh deAr

'As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .

I will always keep falling in love with you.'

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

confused

jus watch nightmAres of elm street. hohoho. bes n saspen. seb bek da tgk trailer. huhuhu. da prepare la sket. hohoho. sgt bes. x sbr nk tgk wyg bnyak2 lg. hohohoho..

cant wait 2 watch prince of persia, lagenda budak setan, avatar - the last airbender + eclipse

++++++++++

im so confused now - wheRe is my b??

mOOdy...

sOng of d dAy

"Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand


I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

fiNish olRedi...

hari ini dgn rasmi nye tamt la hubungan akU bersaMe2 umah sewA ku di koNdOminium Kristal itu. lasT daY at umah n with geng umah. begitu juGe dgn faKulti terCinta.

lots of thIngs to b tOld but i coUldnt find any thaT suit with my fEElings rite nOw...

just wanna saY dat i wiLL miss u guys...

eSyah

yAna

yUn

diLLa

beDa

shilA

n aLL my clAssmaTes

suSah nk mEntion all pEople herE. thanks for d greaT timE, grEat fren and gReat memoRies.

hari lAst2 la si kEling 2 nk waT hal...

maaF yer bukan diskriiminasI tetApi realitI...

nsb bEk ad yanA ngan tuGik - laO aku sorg, mamPos aku..

mOOd - x sbr nk blk eYpoH nie...

huhuu

saCrifesZZsss

What will you do?????

pEngorbann – what exactly that mean…

sye da bnyak beKorban but still I have to sAcrifice many things…

it mAkes me siCk!!!!

hoW should I sacrifice if it is sGT meLampaO…

if I don’t do it, it will ‘mAkAn’ my self juGE…

what shud I dO???

What shud I decide???

Shud I hElp them or shud I iGnoRe them…

diLUah mati eMak ditElan mati bApak…

i cAnt spit it oUt coz it wIlL hurt peOple aroUnd me...

if i do spit it, it wiLL cause lots of trOuble n iT will totAlly aFFect mE...

b - ur d oNly 1 dat i can trUly hOpe.. thanX foR beIng hEre wiTh me...

wat eva

I’m so sick with someone. Its not like I hate her/him but actually I do care. Dun wanna mention about dat any further coz im totally sick with her/him. pErgi mamPos la. Its not all about u.

I frequently mention about ‘mampOs la’ which mean I don’t cAre but actually from deep down, im so afraid to admit dat i cAre.

dPli

cuRRently im fiLLing foR dPli's onlinE. it maKes them hePy but im stiLL not so sUre.

it wOuld b easy if 'DPli' is not another kInd of sKull but stilL, it is a skul. n i hav to continue stuDying. huhuhuhuhu...

im so pEnaT of studyIng n dOing hOmewOrk...