sOng for my B

Di kala ku kehilangan di dalam kegelapan,

Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk,

Di kala ku kesedihan,

kau ukirkan senyuman,

Dengan penuh sabar memujuk,

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh.

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,

Andai hari esok dunia gelora,

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

Di kala aku tak pasti,

Kau tampil dengan berani,

Membimbing agar lebih yakin,

Dan bila hidup penuh soalan,

Kau berikan jawapan,

Melengkap semua kekurangan...

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh,

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,

Andai hari esok dunia gelora,

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu,

Hidup tanpa doronganmu,

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,

Andai hari esok dunia gelora,

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

oUr daY

haPPy 7th anniversAry deAr

thanx for d wish

thanx for loving me

thanx for showing me d way

thanx for helping me

thanx for being wit me

thanx for everything

i loVe u so muCh deAr

'As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .

I will always keep falling in love with you.'

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jus watch nightmAres of elm street. hohoho. bes n saspen. seb bek da tgk trailer. huhuhu. da prepare la sket. hohoho. sgt bes. x sbr nk tgk wyg bnyak2 lg. hohohoho..

cant wait 2 watch prince of persia, lagenda budak setan, avatar - the last airbender + eclipse

++++++++++

im so confused now - wheRe is my b??

mOOdy...

sOng of d dAy

"Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand


I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

fiNish olRedi...

hari ini dgn rasmi nye tamt la hubungan akU bersaMe2 umah sewA ku di koNdOminium Kristal itu. lasT daY at umah n with geng umah. begitu juGe dgn faKulti terCinta.

lots of thIngs to b tOld but i coUldnt find any thaT suit with my fEElings rite nOw...

just wanna saY dat i wiLL miss u guys...

eSyah

yAna

yUn

diLLa

beDa

shilA

n aLL my clAssmaTes

suSah nk mEntion all pEople herE. thanks for d greaT timE, grEat fren and gReat memoRies.

hari lAst2 la si kEling 2 nk waT hal...

maaF yer bukan diskriiminasI tetApi realitI...

nsb bEk ad yanA ngan tuGik - laO aku sorg, mamPos aku..

mOOd - x sbr nk blk eYpoH nie...

huhuu

saCrifesZZsss

What will you do?????

pEngorbann – what exactly that mean…

sye da bnyak beKorban but still I have to sAcrifice many things…

it mAkes me siCk!!!!

hoW should I sacrifice if it is sGT meLampaO…

if I don’t do it, it will ‘mAkAn’ my self juGE…

what shud I dO???

What shud I decide???

Shud I hElp them or shud I iGnoRe them…

diLUah mati eMak ditElan mati bApak…

i cAnt spit it oUt coz it wIlL hurt peOple aroUnd me...

if i do spit it, it wiLL cause lots of trOuble n iT will totAlly aFFect mE...

b - ur d oNly 1 dat i can trUly hOpe.. thanX foR beIng hEre wiTh me...

wat eva

I’m so sick with someone. Its not like I hate her/him but actually I do care. Dun wanna mention about dat any further coz im totally sick with her/him. pErgi mamPos la. Its not all about u.

I frequently mention about ‘mampOs la’ which mean I don’t cAre but actually from deep down, im so afraid to admit dat i cAre.