saCrifesZZsss

What will you do?????

pEngorbann – what exactly that mean…

sye da bnyak beKorban but still I have to sAcrifice many things…

it mAkes me siCk!!!!

hoW should I sacrifice if it is sGT meLampaO…

if I don’t do it, it will ‘mAkAn’ my self juGE…

what shud I dO???

What shud I decide???

Shud I hElp them or shud I iGnoRe them…

diLUah mati eMak ditElan mati bApak…

i cAnt spit it oUt coz it wIlL hurt peOple aroUnd me...

if i do spit it, it wiLL cause lots of trOuble n iT will totAlly aFFect mE...

b - ur d oNly 1 dat i can trUly hOpe.. thanX foR beIng hEre wiTh me...

wat eva

I’m so sick with someone. Its not like I hate her/him but actually I do care. Dun wanna mention about dat any further coz im totally sick with her/him. pErgi mamPos la. Its not all about u.

I frequently mention about ‘mampOs la’ which mean I don’t cAre but actually from deep down, im so afraid to admit dat i cAre.

dPli

cuRRently im fiLLing foR dPli's onlinE. it maKes them hePy but im stiLL not so sUre.

it wOuld b easy if 'DPli' is not another kInd of sKull but stilL, it is a skul. n i hav to continue stuDying. huhuhuhuhu...

im so pEnaT of studyIng n dOing hOmewOrk...

oMG

i have lots of things in my mind

but

wat do i have to say?????

uitm - bile nk bg jadual nih - im tired of waitin....

next sem - final semester

happy + scared + terrified + watever la

mALaslAH

ooohhh

sy sgt mals nk wat praktikal

the end

i dunno y...

i dunno y....

everytime when my aLEe sent me back after our long date, i will cry...

i dunno y coz tears will automatically burst out..

it feels like i wanna more time with him n i dun wanna go home...

yesterday,

after about a week, we finally met but it just a short meeting with him..

after i arrived at home, i started to cry..

i dunno y...

it feels like the time we spent together was not enough...

it breaks my heart....

aLEe said that it was a 'nikmat bercinta' but i dun agree..

if it is nikmat n why i have to cry??

mebe 'nikmat' means experience to him...

im want to be by his side all d time and never want to b apart from him...

but it cant b fulfilled rite now...

i have to experience dis for a longer time more...

pls let me have my strength to experience all dis stuff... dear God...

i MISS him so much....

really...

aisyah n i involved in an accident last night...

while we were on our way to mr bob's class...

it was our's fault...

we were on motrbike n we bumped to a car which was gen-2...

my toe hurt n little bruises here n there...

aisyah safe but dunno her condition is good or not coz her tummy bumps towards the motorbike's head...

hope nothing matter...

d owner of gen2 car was safe, but x tahn bl die ngs ms cal g taw sape ntah yg die xciden...

i have to prepare mOney for dis situation to repair the gen-2 bumper(tp x rosak mn pown seno nye..

mOney MonEy moNey...

y u don like me hah....