mE in bAdlUck 4 sure.....

again n again....
thought after d incident i'll got better life...
but nah...
it doesnt work...
after d days....
i got ma new phone n somehow i enjoyed...
now i'm broke...
my dearest laptop broke yesterday...
frustrated again...
it went black...
nothin 2 see of course...
mebe it wil cost around 300...
omg...

my dearest bf lectured me bout how im not so independent...
of coz la...

in skull...
ad mak jd cEkgu...
terpakse jd bek....
n then...
mak jd warden...
dok asram yg djg oleh mak..
blk umah pown mengadap muke mak...
my driving license...
i got for b2 n d...
n guess wat...
i never ride a motorcycle by myself again after the damn jpj test...
for d car...
my family is so manja ing me n never give me d opp 2 drive myself even they can be the guide me...
now...
my sister is more independent then her own elDER sis....
how im gonna describe dat...
she got car n can drive where ever she wants all by herself...
wat am i getting????
never mind....
its bout me not bout her...

in shah alam...

even i'm far away from my family dat can look after me...
but i got my bf...
so how do im gonna be independent....
these guys are so there for me...
i cant imagine my life without my bf...
i have him where ever i go....
school.... uni... holidays...
omg

loNEly

lonely...
bl terase diabai...
oleh people who r close 2 u...

sye x kesah berkongsi no matter wat it is about...
but d probs r...
y they didnt bother my feelings and tell me first...
why they did not discuss wit me...
im d eldest...
they should know d fact...
im so disapointed n upset...
why????
am i not important more for them...
why n why???
d same Q keep entering my mind...

can dis feeling go away....

just pic!!!!!

air pasang pagi surut pukul 5.... d surut time!!!!

way back to our room

our room at Panuba inn

d jetty to Panuba inn

searching for d lost treasure

the crystal clear sea

view from our room

us on d ferry

the picture of sunset in tioman

no tITle pleAzzz

hari ini hari isnin,

dan bermulalah kisahku dengan kerja-kerjaku

hari selasa pula.

cikgu tambah kerja lagi

hari rabu turut sama,

sakitnya hati
i hate my homework very much

i feel like i’ve been use by the

im hope there’s no more work for me

cause im sick and tired of it

i hate my homework
hari khamis yg penuh tragisc

ikgu mahu semua kerja langsung terus ku keliru

bila jumaat tiba,

aku mulai gelisah

jantungku berdegup laju,

buntu jadinya

m[E] n my[s][E]lf

kerunsingan melanda n saye x tahu nk wat pe...
asgmen melambak n saye x de mud lgsung nk wat...
sye nk blk umah but klu blk umah saye x tahu sye aman ke x...
sye nk tgk oth tp sy da bosn menatp laptop sye...
sye nak jaln2 sorang tp sy tkot...
sye nk g shoping tp duEt da abis...
sy x taW nk wat ap....
sy perlu selesaikn prob org len tp fikirn sye trut bermaslh....
sy memrlukan sesOrg tp sy x tahu siape yg sy perlU...
sy x tahu ap yg sye mhukan saat ini...

im hoping dat dis week will go faster...

pls giv me strengths to complet dis whole week...

jaLAn2

intROduction

4 2 days n a nite...
i went to tIOMan isLand...

bodY

sebuah pulau yg terLetak di pAHang...
tp kn g smpai johoR nun nak nek ferry...
trip to mersing took bout 5 hours...
my god... so lame in d car...
we (there r 5 of us, me, aiSyah, yAna, adAm n lERoy) sewa d kancil...
all d way perg n blik, adam yg drive wloUpoN 3 org agdis yg duDok membesarkn boontoot d blkg ad lesen kte...
kesian kat adam...
kami smpai d mersing n nek feri...
nak nek feri kn tggu bout sejam...
lam feri dudook smpai 3 jam...
membesrkn boontoot lagie...

kami tggal di Panuba inN...
tmpt quite ok la...
tp air laOt dye sgt2 lw...
nk wat snorkellg or watever there...
tp g 1 ari je...
mn nk smpat kan...
huahuahua
fud... dun ever think bout it...
huahuahua...
maHal + x sedap....
sempat mndi mnda, makan, tgkap gmbar, interview org tok asgmen n tdo je....
blk ari sbtu, n pas 2 sggh umah yana... tdo arr 1 malm kat umah yana...
esoknye baru blk....
ari ahd la...
nsb bek isnn cutie...

concLussion

boontoot jd besar pas dok lam kte n feri lm sgt...
we manage to get all info dat we need 4 d asgmen...

time nie ak masih keseOrangan (dalm dunie blog la)...
heheheh....
wluOpOwn yg demiKian...
ak masih hndak meNulis sesuaTOO...
semalam...
dngn rsminya...
ak n ali... which is my dearest bf...
get to shah aLAm by a train....
not actually s.a... but kL...
we took the train n departd at 1.00 p.m...
later we arrved at kL cEntRal at 4...
n took d u80 bus there....
pas da smpai jer s.a....
both of us decided...
we made a dEcision dat we neVer evER gonna take train agaIn...
d journey is quite fun but lm sgt la kakak nek train... nak kn nek bas lagie g s.a... renyah la...
bek nek bas... smpai trus sek 17...
hehehe...
hahaha...
but i do love having my 1st experience with my dearest bf....