Saturday, April 11, 2009

lalala


mY immORtal

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

bad luk or a fate

mE being bAd luk agAin...
im so depressed...
how do im gonna get through...
lots oF prob r getTing intO me...
im so sad...
little emotiOnal prObably...
in few wEk im gonna be 21...
how do im gonna past dat day wit all of dis thing in my lIfe...
how im suppOsed to mange dis prob...
what ive to do to handle dis prob...

dear God...
give me strength to go through dis situAtiOn...

im so lOnely even thOugh i've my Frenz...

let me be d persOn i wanna be..
d person dat hav strength to handle her prob...
d pesOn dat sTrong to face d challenge...

i'm so depressed...
wish dat i hav strength to face d prob...

Saturday, April 4, 2009

sOmebOdy hurtiNg mE!!!!

there is a person
who i dont wanna tell her name
hurt me wit her words
it is a big deAl 4 me
i haVe feelings 2
same as her
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